Perfection

Perfection

per·fec·tion

 [per-fek-shuh-n]

noun
 
1. the state or quality of being or becoming perfect. 

2. the highest degree of proficiency, skill, or excellence, as in some art. 

3. a perfect embodiment or example of something. 

4. a quality, trait, or feature of the highest degree of excellence. 

5. the highest or most nearly perfect degree of a quality or trait.

Self Discovering

I can live alone, if self-respect and circumstances require me so to do. I need not sell my soul to buy bliss. I have an inward treasure born with me, which can keep me alive if all extraneous delights should be withheld, or offered only at a price I cannot afford to give.

- Charlotte Brontë, Jane Eyre

Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night

by Dylan Thomas

 

Do not go gentle into that good night,

Old age should burn and rage at close of day;

Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Though wise men at their end know dark is right,

Because their words had forked no lightning they

Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright

Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,

Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,

And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,

Do not go gentle into that good night.

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight

Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,

Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on the sad height,

Curse, bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray.

Do not go gentle into that good night.

Rage, rage against the dying of the light

 

From: Matched by Ally Condie

To Daddy with Love

So like I said earlier, I'd like to talk about fanfictions. Because I just couldn't find the right person to listen to my ranting about the stories. Like sometimes, I just love the story too much, and become a little annoying to my friends, so I figure, I can just write it.

Title: To Daddy, With Love
Author: AutumnHearts
Tags: angst, drama, family, sliceoflife
Where can you find it: (the author hid the story because of plagiarism issues done by many people)

Starring Kim Jongin of EXO, this is one of my favorite Kai story I ever read. The story revolves around Kim Jongin, who had knocked a girl out, leaving her pregnant. But to make it worse, she's no some girl. She's Park Taehee, his rival in practically everything, if I must quote the foreword. They loathed each other, being in the same workplace. Blame the alcohol to make this happen, or maybe fate?

Kai wouldn't be the idol like everyone knows here. He will be the right hand of the company's owner, as well as his bestfriend - Oh Sehun. And Park Taehee, given the same position in the same company, but for the other owner - Jung Haeun. The story itself is pretty confusing, and I must warned you, you might not like Jongin at first.

The author writes really well. Like really. And then the storyline itself, even though it's a bit cliche at first, but chapter by chapter, you'll find yourself warming up with the characters. You'll eventually love Jongin and Taehee, with their unborn child Park Jongmin

*spoiler alert*

The part that I like the most, is when Taehee gave Jongin the letter from Jongmin. And Jongin read it and just break down. The content of the letter itself is heart-wrenching.

"     To Daddy,
.....

.....

.....

.....

Kim Jongin-shi, whose face I stole, promise I will take care of Mommy and try to make her smile. She's prettier when she's happy, when she doesn't wear black. I wish you to be happy too, with your life. And maybe one day, I could introduce my self to you, while standing tall and proud.
      
      With Love, Park Jongmin"

It's the last paragraph of the letter. I cried while reading this. Literally.

Efflorescence

Efflorescence

ef·flo·res·cence

[ef-luh-res-uh ns]

noun

1.the state or a period of flowering.

2.an example or result of growth and development: These works are the efflorescence of his genius.

3.Chemistry .

a.the act or process of efflorescing

b.the resulting powdery substance or incrustation.

4.Pathology . a rash or eruption of the skin.

Hello... I guess?

Okay, hi.
I don't know whether I should write this post because well, it's kind of a repeating action  for me. I had a blog before but I FORGOT THE PASSWORD OF THE EMAIL THAT I USED and well I want to write again so here it is. I guess no one will read this too so might as well just say what I want to say.

So, I made this blog out of randomness, boredom, and the joy of doing nothing. That's the thing. I don't really like not doing anything. Semester is over for me, I'm just waiting for my application for internship result and that's that.

Here's the thing of me: i like listening to music both western and kpop (hey they're the trends now), reading novels or just mere fanfictions (because imaginations are always better than reality), watching movies or dramas or cartoons, even animes (i was once young too, who doesn't watch captain tsubasa?), sleep, and eat. I'm your typical girl next door huh?

Maybe I'll post about fanfictions, dramas, or just spazzing about EXO and girls generation. Maybe I'll just post something random like this one here. Or maybe I can get serious and post something serious too. So bear with me please.

I guess, that's all i want to say. Wondering why the url name is so long? Because I freakin couldn't get the simpler ones that I want.

till next time, xoxo